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Tuesday, 3 May 2005
dont gots one
Mood:
 don't ask
Now Playing: nothing
yea well i dont really have anything to say so yeaim just gonnna ramble on and on til my food is done then if alex aint on here im fuckin out but yea i gots fuckin paid today so yea mutha fuckas what now fuck yallyea im so fuckin bored
but my fuckin burritos are fuckin awsome
and really fiuckin hott
burritos and dorritos ha ha ha ha im kinda drunk
fuck this shit
Posted by doughboydaclown
at 9:12 PM CDT
Saturday, 30 April 2005
just here
Mood:
 irritated
Now Playing: ludacris : get back
yea well i dont have much to say i just thought that since i was waitin fer a cd i would write something in here but yea i did that so now im out fuckers
Posted by doughboydaclown
at 12:23 AM CDT
Friday, 1 April 2005
another wasted day
Mood:
 crushed out
Now Playing: nothing
yea well another day down the drain another waste of everyones time i shouldnt do this i shouldnt feel like this i shouldnt be here i cant wait til i get to the point that it dont matter who cares or not im just gonna go...i cant wait
Posted by doughboydaclown
at 12:22 AM CST
Tuesday, 29 March 2005
ppl who care
Mood:
crushed out
Now Playing: type o negitive : dont wanna be me
ok well so as far as i can tell ther are 3ppl who care and maybe another but she dont talk to me anymore so i dont think she dose but yea
NOBODIE LOVES ME... NOBODIE CARES!
Posted by doughboydaclown
at 2:22 PM CST
Saturday, 26 March 2005
god damn leave me alone
Mood:
crushed out
Now Playing: crossfade : So far away, type o negitive : wanna be me, letter kills : dont beleve in me
man this really is startin to hurt its hard to type like this man i like this song wanna be me by type o negitive its a gooden man she lied to me again i dont wanna be i dont wanna be me i dont wanna be me anymore i dont wanna be i dont wanna be me i dont wanna be me anymore i dont wanna be i dont wanna be me i dont wanna be me anymore i dont wanna be i dont wanna be me i dont wanna be me anymore i dont wanna be i dont wanna be me i dont wanna be me anymore yea man i dont even know why im writtin in here i just cant sleep and yea i dont know i wanted to talk to alex more but well she wanted to go to sleep so i let her i should have made her talk to me some more then maybe i could have went to sleep but ehh ther is plenty of time to sleep when im DEAD!!!!!
Posted by doughboydaclown
at 12:46 AM CST
Friday, 25 March 2005
GET A FUCKIN CULE
Now Playing: get a clue : prozzak
man really bad feelings noone cares and dont fuckin say you do cuae i know you fuckikn dont care you may think that you do but you dont so dont fuckin say you do
Posted by doughboydaclown
at 2:28 PM CST
Thursday, 24 March 2005
thinkin of you again
Mood:
crushed out
Now Playing: look what youve done : jet, teenage dirtbag : wheatus
yea well i dont think that im gonna be ok fer a long ass time like its so hard not to just freak out on every little thing that happens and well yea i dont know what to do about all the shit that is goin on so im just gonna keep lettin it all out with my blood man i so dont like cuttin but i need to thats the only way that i know how to deal with this shit i cant stand bein alone its scary but yea i dont know what i can do about it so ill just keep hurtin myself til things are differnt fer me
Posted by doughboydaclown
at 2:47 PM CST
Tuesday, 22 March 2005
just wastein some time
Mood:
 d'oh
Now Playing: eve 6 : i touch myself
yea well my hand still hurts and i got nuttin to dull the pain so yea typein really sucks ass like every a really hurts bad but yea im bored so i think im gonna bounce
Posted by doughboydaclown
at 6:51 PM CST
Monday, 21 March 2005
nuttin to say
Mood:
 not sure
Now Playing: 50 cent : hate it or love it
yea well i broke my hand and yea it hurts so ima go now just wanted to say i broke my hand
hate it or love it the underdogs on top and ima shine til my hart stops
Posted by doughboydaclown
at 9:50 PM CST
Tuesday, 15 March 2005
yea im leavein
Mood:
 sad
Now Playing: white stripes : were gonna be friends
yea well ppl im goin to like idaho fer a week so yea im out this mutha man i downloaded a bunch of songs and shit tonite cuse i cant sleep so yea well im gonna go get drunkered and higher and try to pass out
Posted by doughboydaclown
at 1:17 AM CST
Saturday, 12 March 2005
empty inside
Mood:
sad
Now Playing: cursive : why'd you lie to me
yea well once again i gave to much and now im just alone and sad and i dont even know why i just keep on hurtin myself sometimes i think it would just be better if i wasnt here at all i could just end everything and i wouldnt ever feel like this again i cant stand this feelin im havein its makein me go crazy like more than normal i cut myself last nite it helped a little got drunk this morning and stayed drunk and gonna get drunker when im done i tried to call alex today three times you said you would talk to me today but NO! I GUESS IM JUST FUCKIN NOT WORTH IT! RITE? THIS IS FUCKIN BULLSHIT, AND YOU DONT EVEN SEEM TO CARE AT ALL! I CANT FUCKIN DEAL WITH ALL THIS, AND YOU GOTTA KNOW THAT! AND STILL YOU DONT EVEN MAKE AN EFFORT AT ALL TO TALK TO ME! MAYBE FUCKIN HELP ME FIGURE SOME SHIT OUT SO IM NOT FUCKIN THINKIN ABOUT IT SO DAMN MUCH! god damn i feel like shit im gonna go pouring some wiskey gonna get fuckin drunk im pouring some wiskey now im gonna get so drunk that i pass out and forget your face by the time i wake up...
GOD FUCKIN DAMN IT THIS IT SO FUCKIN RETARDED......
Posted by doughboydaclown
at 1:11 AM CST
Tuesday, 1 March 2005
just waitin
Mood:
sad
Now Playing: keep on rockin me baby : steve miller band
yea man damn i dont like waitin fer stuff im so friggin not good at waitin i just dont like to wait man she is like so late and if she dont get on soon im prolly gonna go to like take a nap or some shit im so friggin tired last nite i fell asleep at like 430 and shit all sittin in my chair and got up at like 9 and climbed in bed i so didnt even wanna sleep in my bed last nite it just looked so empty and yea well im gonna fuckin do some other stuff and yea im fuckin outty 5000
Posted by doughboydaclown
at 5:04 PM CST
na na na nanana nanana nana na na na
Mood:
crushed out
Now Playing: prozzak : its not me its you
man i just got done talkin to alex and shit it was crazy but i finally found out what was botherin be i kinda already knew i just needed to hear it from alex but yea (sorry baby) but it had to be done and yea well i dont know what the hell is goin on so yea adn i dont think that alex is gonna get on but im gonna sit here and listen to its not me its you fer a while til i am sure that she aint gettin back on or til i get tired of staring at her name on the msn window i did that fer like a long ass time today over a nesams but she didnt get on man yea im gonna sit her and look fer her name to say online man why she gotta be all goin to bed on me...hehe i might get to be able to sleep tonite actually now that i talked to alex like fer a long time i feel kinda better but i still needa see her like i need to and when you need something thats a responsabilty that only an adult of my maturaity can.... umm CANDY!!
Its not me its not me its not me its YOU na na na nanana nanana nana na na na na nana
the old equations holdin true 1 from 2 equals blue and nice guys always loose first you start quite blue then next thing ya know were threw and all you said was its not me its you
yea .... man good nite alex
Posted by doughboydaclown
at 3:07 AM CST
Sunday, 27 February 2005
its not me its you
Now Playing: its not me its you : Prozzak
ITS NOT ME ITS YOU!!! na na na na na na na na na na nanananana na na na yea well i just thought that i would write in here again cuse well i havent been on here fer a while but yea i think i will be back to writein up in dis shit like on tha daily and shit but yea im gonna just go back down stairs and shit cuse well lots of ppl in ther and im not so im outta here peace
Posted by doughboydaclown
at 11:10 PM CST
Wednesday, 9 February 2005
i wanna talk to alex
Mood:
 blue
Now Playing: nothin im at a fuckin library
yea well i guess alex got into trouble today and had her sister call me to tell me she was sleepin i so talked to masen today he needs to get outta ther cuse well yea i need something to do and somewere to go and someone to talk to but yea im so friggin bored and this place is closein soon so yea i just wanted to check this shit and say i miss alex and yea peace bitchs
Posted by doughboydaclown
at 4:45 PM CST
Wednesday, 2 February 2005
yea ummmm
Now Playing: nothin im at the libary
man my internet got turned off fer awhile so yea im not gonna be postin up in here fer awhile so yea somebody need to friggin come hang out with me or some shit im so friggin board sittin around by myself and shit i so miss alex so friggin bad but yea im gonna go i just wanted to tell all the ppl who read this that im not gonna be usein it fer awhile so yea im outta here
Posted by doughboydaclown
at 1:50 PM CST
Wednesday, 26 January 2005
yea just wastein some time while a cd burns
Mood:
blue
Now Playing: anybody killa : laugh at you
yea im so gonna go crash out soon i hope im so friggin bored i still wanna talk to alex some more but she had to get of so im here all alone and shit man this sucks i just got done talkin to alex and now i so wanna talk to her some more but yea i dont know what i would say if i was talkin to her im not good at talkin to ppl i skipped school the day that they were teachin that so fuck it but yea my cd is almost done some im gonna go now
peace bitchs
p.s. ther all gonna laugh at you ther all gonna laugh at you ther all gonna laugh at you ha ha ha ha ha BOOM!
Posted by doughboydaclown
at 3:01 AM CST
Friday, 21 January 2005
what she said
Mood:
sad
i dont care
i hate hearin them words
fuck that
Posted by doughboydaclown
at 8:35 PM CST
everyone should watch this
Mood:
sad
Now Playing: muse : sunburn
http://www.mindistortion.net/movies/perish
yea fuckers go watch that
Posted by doughboydaclown
at 8:34 PM CST
cops dont like ppl walkin at nite
Mood:
crushed out
Now Playing: nothing
cop1: are you ok?
me: yea
cop1: what r u doin
me: walkin
"cop2 shows up"
cop2: whats goin on here
cop1: hes out walkin i guess
me: im walkin around listenin to musik
cop2: whats that on your face? marker?
me: eyeliner
cop1: so why were you walkin side to side?
me: just listenin to musik and spacein off
cop2:r u still in that clown posse
me: if thats what you wanna call it
cop1: well thats what you tagged on the van
"hehe they even call it THE VAN hehe"
me: yea
cop2: so your ok?
me: yea
cop1: ok then just walkin side to side
cop2: we dont see that much in cherokee
"dont see anything in cherokee thats why they fuck wit me"
me: so am i free to go?
cop1&2: yea
man thats fucked up why they gotta fuck wit me just cuse i gots some eyeliner on and im all walkin around town at like 130 and shit i wonder what they are gonna do this summer when im out walkin around til the sun comes up and shit little basturds better not fuck wit me then
but yea im fuckin outta here
Posted by doughboydaclown
at 1:52 AM CST
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